New Year, Same Me

I am so tired, and it's all my fault.

So, the bf was gone for a pool tournament this weekend. (He took first place in the upper bracket in the 9 Ball tournament, if that means anything to anyone.) While he was away, my mental health was not ... well. Alas, the mask is back in place and I'm pushing through on sheer lie-ability. Turns out, this is how I survive.

Anyway, I decided that, on top of my writing challenge and playing sims, I wasn't quite entertained enough. One of my good friends also had a library book come in that we were supposed to buddy read, so I started that. Then, of course, I decided that I needed to start a new Kdrama, because I can't keep rewatching Crash Landing On You. I think.

After sorting through a dozen that were all about hs students, I found one about a 30yo writer who enters an arranged marriage with her landlord. It's called Because This Is My First Life and I love it so far. (It's on Netflix.) To the point that I was up until 3:30am Sunday morning watching it. Hence why I am so tired.

So now, to round out the procrastination list, my reasons for not writing (aka Job 1) may include: Job 2 (aka the one that pays the bills)

Job 3 (hardly counts; I only have to deal with this one around holidays.)

Job 4 (yes, I added on. weeeee!)

Sims4

Reading

Crocheting

Furbabies

Kdramas

Other TV shows

Decision paralysis/executive dysfunction

Alas: new year, same me.